Danica Dillon, the adult film star that Josh Duggar used to cheat on his wife, has come forward to speak about her encounter with the disgraced reality star. Dillon noted that although the sex was consensual, she still felt like she was being raped.

Duggar “was tossing me around like a rag doll, forcing me to go into positions.” It was “terrifying,” she added.

Dillon also said that Duggar’s wife, Anna, needs to leave Josh and take the children. “I think she needs to leave him, and separate herself and her children from him, until he mentally can be stable enough to be trusted around his children,” said Dillon.